Posts Tagged ‘New York’

Letters to The World At Large

In Inner Workings, Main on August 23, 2010 at 5:01 pm

…Or maybe just the Internets.

There has been, (a regular thing lately) a lot of introspection.

I graduated with a lot of dreams and ambitions, and almost five (five!) years on, I’m disillusioned and sort of trying to figure out what I want to do now that I’m finally ‘all grown up’.

I miss Chicago more than you’d think, being in NYC, given that NYC is the manic, interesting city it is. Something about Chicago, besides the cleanliness (and the lack of smells! God, how NYC stinks!) attracts me. Maybe how manageable it is? That being said, I do not miss the very Midwestern passive-aggressiveness nor do I miss the huge concentration on meat in all the cuisine! There’s certainly a buzz of ambition in NYC that I never felt in Chicago, and being a very Indian person, it helps that I can find random desi junk food at all hours and times of the night.

Every day, I find myself sinking a little bit more into NYC, and often, catch myself thinking, well, Chicago would never have this. Perhaps the impossible has finally come to pass? Am I really becoming the snobby New Yorker that is oh-so-superior to everyone and everything else, that I really swore I’d never become?


New York, New York

In Getting Married, Main, Relationship on December 10, 2008 at 4:50 pm

So, He decided to accept the job offer in New York. While He will be making serious G’s, and I will still be working before/after the wedding, He has serious student loans. So, for the first year, He will be using his Gs to pay off that loan, and I will be supporting the two of us for rent/cash/food/life.

This makes me very unhappy, not because of the supporting Him factor, because that I don’t mind (honestly!), but because I have to do this supportation in New York.  Where my money is going to mean nothing.  Which means a standard of living hit.

That makes me unhappy.

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